One of the things that has worried me in the past, is am serving a purpose here on the planet? I don’t want to take more than I give, but now I am also at a point of not wanting to give more than I receive. I am aware of inequality of energy exchanges & no longer wanting to fix everyone else’s shizzle, or surrogate folks.
Although I did own the Healer archetype & it did become my identity for a while, I no longer see myself as anything other than a space holder & catalyst for others accelerated growth mediated by their soul, with me just being called in to help facilitate a shift they already instigated.
It is very humbling when the results are immense, which does happen, more & more as I continue to clear my own distortions & work on loving & accepting the entirety of me.
We are healing & shifting moment by moment through the changes in the grid & aided by the cosmic frequencies which feed into it & are really inseparable from it. The consciousness is on an unstoppable trajectory of enlightenment.
And as it does we open up more & more to physical, emotional, mental & spiritual healing.
I have needed a lot of rest & sleep during the 777 & now Lion’s Gate, but naturally slipped back into giving 121 treatments. A mixture of Antaneea & Transference Healing.
Today I received a phonecall from my friend who came for an Antaneea treatment yesterday. She wanted to tell me she felt great & that the area we focused on yesterday – throat chakra & stiff neck had resolved & all the other areas we worked on yesterday now felt much better.
The moment she got on the table I knew her body had been anticipating this opportunity to clear the past, since we arranged the appointment a few weeks previously.
The body was screaming that it was ready to release & so many things presented in this one session. I was guided to stop over working the areas & that enough had been done & some time was needed for the body to relax & release.
Her call confirmed this.
It can be very tempting to keep pushing forward & try & cover everything in a session, but what I notice is that less effort & more integration is needed. The pause between. The liminal space.
I also am gifted the odd one off client who doesn’t feel any benefit from the work we do together in one session or doesn’t gel with the modality & they are really are a gift, because I can clearly see now that the problem genuinely doesn’t lie with me, but is dictated by their need for someone else to take over their healing & fix them. Which as we all know us not how healing works. We heal from within NOT without.
This is why my aim is collecting methods that I can pass on to empower others self-healing journey.
But of course that doesn’t negate the benefit of getting help & 121’s with others for support & nurturing when needed.
So to conclude. We are all useful merely by being here & shining our light, but it is also good to receive feedback that we sometimes assist others too.